| | well this month has been a month of ups and downs.
lost a friend through some irritating circumstances, got some new music stuff from trading off some other stuff,
worked my ass off (not literally) to afford the new phone which sadly has not materialised (or anywhere near that),
preparing for the next year where i'll be repeating another semester,
slept through one in a million auditions cos i felt emo, ate tons and derailed my lose-weight-before-christmas diet,
shot a wedding tea and dinner and wedding ceremony, built 3 computers, networked an entire office in 4 hours on a sunday morning cos the ceo didnt understand that wireless tech is cheaper and as reliable as wired nowadays,
met up with tons of new people, witnessed the closing down of an excellent guitar store, spoke my first and second sermon, prayed a huge amount, saw god's presence in some lives, broke down and cried a few times, lost it and burnt a pair of shoes (not mine), tore up some dresses, collected some money, learnt anew how much i hated my mother for how evil she has been and become, learnt afresh how longsuffering my dad is, realised that friends are sometimes not what they seem and yet most are genuine, decided that it was a time for change, then realised that god was saying that too, felt heartbroken more times in the month than i have been in the year, and learnt more about how god's grace is still always more than enough for me.
and so in december i plan to rearrange my rooms, finish what i can of my music studio, study the malay bible, lose some weight, discuss the next semester's plans with my dad, get a new computer, finish the design for the cf website for my uni, work as much as i can, and spend the christmas thinking of others, not myself.
its gonna be hard. |
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